its so hard wanting what you cant have
i want so many things
i want a boyfriend, someone to cuddle with at night
a person that has me as their number one
i want that
and i have a friend that would be that
but its not good enough
i have to have the bad ones
the ones that dont want me
just my body
its unfair
but its life
and i could have that and its just not good enough for me
sweetheart
love
who cares
whatever happened to being independent

to do...

accomplished
yet to be accomplished
Random tasks i need to do:
-get full license
-do all my alterations or take them somewhere(jacket lulu lemons jeans shirts etc)
-get blank c.d's os i can make fun cds for the car
-rearragnge shevles so my fan stuff fits
-pay sfu they money they are stealing for my poor education
-update/get dad to come over and fix my laptop
-get mom to take back xmas clothes cause they are on her visa and i cant do it myself
-evans xmas gift, (late)
-buy photography stuff for class!
-get serving it right!
-read my server book.

Things i would like to do:
get in a fight
go skydiving
press the button and stop an elevator
have sex in the water
get a boyfriend
get an A on a paper
go to a poverty ridden place, build a school, teach english, and find myself
move out
fall in love

Books i would like to read:
the crows
gossip girl novels
a-list novels
frankenstein
inconvenient truth
diamond age
Movies i would like to see:

i am legend
buy*
across the universe
into the wild
Things i would like to buy:
uggs or fake uggs

Songs i would like to download:
britney spears c.d
neverending white lights c.d.
"hello little boys little toys"
elliot yamin - a song for you/c.d.
gorillaz c.d.
matt good
jay brannan