into the wild

it really made me think.. deeply, and i realized that there is so much out there.. so many things.. i really am the needle in the haystack, i could search forever and i still wouldnt see every piece of hay out there. i have been thinking alot lately about judging people, and assumptions and just people in general.. and its all suddenly so clear for the moment. live and let be.. just do what you like and what is good and what feels right. running if you want, whatever those instincts tell you to do just do it! maybe you will fail MAYBE you will learn an incredible life lesson. sometimes the simplest things can bring you happyness. and you can keep that happiness and hold it and use it for the times that would normally make you mad or weak. there is no point in just giving up and being unhappy or acting about anything.. you are what you are so why dont you be? we all just go out into the wild.. and some survive. others dont. many just wander and wait to be saved. some go into groups and live off of eachother. id rather find my own way, rely only on myself, happiness is only real when shared. the important thing is balance and with that will come happiness which comes from sharing and you would never realize that unless you have spent time alone, only you and your soul.. that then you meet yourself and finally realize what your all about.. i love being annoymous.. but id rather be heard.