"tell me the truth and ill tell you the truth
make a list of things you need, leave it empty
except for number one write love, gamble everything
keep it on the lock and key
if you wanna you can gamble everything for love"
-ben lee
toooo badd
saturday: hang out with guy he drunkenly says that we should be more exclusive. i sleep over, but no sex we just make out and snuggle and are a couple everythig isss SOOO goood, next morning goes well my friend and i leave and we are all peachy.
monday: talk to him and he has work the next day so we cant hang out that sucks.. good convo we say goodnight to each other and we will tlak to eachother soon
thursday: he calls me after hockey practice and we talk abotu our plans for the weekend, doesnt look like we will be seeing eachother but i still say call me or sumthign and mayeb we can meet up, he says yes
friday: i get drunk and call him but he doesnt answer and thats fine im drunk he will call em tomorrow
saturday: no call
sunday: no call
monday: still no call soo i text him saying i understand your busy but we should hang out soon
no reply.
tuesday: no call, my friend goes to the gym and sees his friend and she asks whats up and the guy says well thats how he keeps his girls around
WHAT THE FUCK
we hung out soo much everything was good his friend told me that he thought i was diffrerent and that he relaly liekd me and he wanted me to be his girlfriend but he just doesn tknow for sure yet because he doesn tknow if i would cheat on him or not.. which i wouldnt.. and i really liked him how unlucky can a person be i am a good person and deserve a nice guy and all i can choose are guys that will lead me on and try to use me. thank god i didnt do a lot of shit with him that makes me feel so much better about myself
now me tato c.g. and him are all supposed to play pool together and im going to make him wish he could have me, hook up? ya right he cant just use me and be with me when its convenient for him. ill tell him too bad i really did liek you you SEEMED like a nice guy.
FUCK
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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