Doc

Went to the doctor.. he prescribed me to a celebmed. not going to say which because im still scared people that i know see this.. but i have yet to notice anything, allthough that is expected he says it could take a few weeks. blah

also i have S thoughts everyday. I think a therapist may be good for me

also since i went to the doc i have pretty much just given up on everything that i, stressed out about. my midterm. the apt. my relationships. i just dont care. dont really think thats a good thing though.

gamble everything for love has got to be one of my favorite songs ever ever. its by ben lee