writing prompt

If you had the opportunity to write as a career, what would you write?

i don't really know. somethings that inspires. something that people read and wish they could write like that. something that really makes a difference

or just mildly amusing quips. yes quips


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so by living with ginger i have come to the realization that i am very jealous of her. and i am also realizing i am so insecure while being so secure at the same time.

-she is skinnier than me
-she is smarter than me
-she is funnier than me
-she has blue eyes
-she has more common sense
-she thinks for herself
-she has a family that eats dinners together
-she saves her money better than me
-i believe she is better liked by people
-she is taller than me
-she has smaller feet than me

i just feel like a big failure at life right not and im not really sure of how to change that fact. im slutting it up. i keep getting wasted by accident. i dont feel like im an interesting person, like i dont know why people like me. i dont want pity at all im just stating the facts. im not doing anything with my life. and im so insecure it bothers me! im not fat. why do i stress over that. if i was consoling a friend i was say.. dont be stupid you have so much going for you. you are beautiful. you do good at your job. you have a prospect in kelowna!( yay im so excited! ) you are going to school in january. you have a lot of fun all the time. you just got a new place with your best friend. stop thinking about other people. ginger has faults just like i do and everyone else does and everyone is different an stop bitching and change what you are unhappy about you idiot and just stop being a slut! its not that hard. godddd. holidayman has a show tomorrow and im pretty stoked about that. he is quite adorable in a ridiculously sexy way. i feel like shit i am so amazingly hungover today and ginger and i's way home was soooo funny hahaha i love that girl so much. and racist rob is pretty cool too. the skytrain is not. either is hidden washroom and starbucks when it makes me feel sick